If you enter this world knowing you are loved, and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with -MJ

So this morning I woke up jumping everywhere about todayyesterday. My first field day ever at AT&T park. Had to be: soaking wet, and I had to be half late, with the cause of my Mother coming from a dentist appointment way too late.. Bummer. Well, I still got in, and I had a few nice pictures. Crummy bipolar Bay Area weather had to tumble in and out. A handful of the players didn't stop and just wanted to roll out and get their pictures taken because of the drizzle and rain. But a majority of them where nice. I really don't feel like uploading all of them, there's only going to be 3. I forgot what happened in order. This is all going to be text, if you would like to read, go ahead.

I got pictures with:
His name escapes me @_@
Barry Zito.
Last and only, Tim Lincecum

It kinda sucked that it was like this, but the whole purpose was cause of the weather. And some of the players really wanted to just get back inside and warm up. Not workouts, but with hot chocolate. To be truly honest, everything went by so fast, so here's a brief summary:

My Dad and I had to walk allll the way to the back of the line, that almost stretched to the nearest street across the stadium. I knew somehow we were going to be late, I'd be lucky if my Mom wanted to go early on something like this. It's not like she hates baseball, she went to a ton of games with my Dad when they were younger. But anyways, they were giving out red tickets to everyone to have guaranteed admission inside. And I have no idea why a guy was selling baseball for autographs... Retardation. Seriously people. You never listen huh? What part of ON THE FIELD PHOTO DAY do you not understand? They should be thankful they even signed 2 of your items :|. Thanks for slowing it down too. Pft.

I stood near the Pop Secret sign. Just a little bit to the left. Little bit.. A few guys walked by, and my Dad got to say a few things to Travis Ishikawa. I spelled that right :D!. It was cool he said hi and so. But then again, I understand he wanted to get out of there. The rainnnnnnnnnn. Randy Johnson is so motherfreakin tall. I had to look up to point the camera at the right angle o_o. That one guy's name that escapes me, my Dad almost hit him in the face with an umbrella, the rain was pouring real hard >.<. It was nice for Barry Zito to come around, but to be truly honest, I really didn't care that he did. He was being interviewed about some facts about the game, and my Dad pointed and stuff. It's too true, so that's why I really don't care.

Now, here is the headline of the day.
HOW MY FANDOM FOR TIM LINCECUM ALMOST SLIPPED THROUGH MY HANDS

Yes. You see that? It almost happened. Here's the pop:
My feet were starting to hurt, my Dad's back was starting to hurt, the rain was pouring. And I didn't eat breakfast. One hour.... *ticktock* Two hours. *tick-*
My Dad: Let's get the hell out of here. My back is starting to hurt. *walk out*
Me: ... *walk out*
Dad: Too bad your boy didn't come around.
*please remain cautious about the next line*
Me: Well he can go suck it, him and his Cy Young award.
Dad: .. Aww, come on, don't say that. Give him the benefit of the doubt
Me: Well he can go fuck himself, and all the awards he's every won. Cause he doesn't deserve them all. His Golden Spikes, Cy Young, everything. He's a retarted douche mother fucker that can go screw himself.
Dad: HE'S RIGHT THERE!
Me: I TOLD YOU WE SHOULD HAVE STAYED IN OUR SPOT!
Dad: *running back/laughing*
Me: *finding a spot*
Dad: *points* Right here! Right here!
Me: Oh me God. He's right there! Take the camera!
Dad: *takes it*
-retarted lady had to squish herself it, fucking bitchsnap-
Me: Thank you.
Tim: I think I heard a reallllllllllly soft Your Welcome
Me: *feels his hand slide off my shoulder o_o*
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Me: I take that all back, oh my goodness. He cannot suck his Cy Young award, Golden Spikes, and screw himself.
Dad: *laughing*

And that's that :).

C&F: *doing something random*
J&H: Hey you.
C&F: Me?
JH: Ya you.
CF: ???
JH: You have been…… COSPLAY TAGGED.
CF: But no one has tagged me.
JH: Look man, just do the video okay?
CF: *shrug*
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[This is all voice over stuff right here i'll edit this part by taking the audio from the clip]
JH: Rules..
CF: They’re rules?
JH: Put on your latest cosplay. Or the last cosplay you’ve done.
CF: Okay.
JH: Answer the tagged questions that I will provide soon.
CF: Alright.
JH: Post a video response back to AstaChan once done. And last but not least, make sure to tag 4 other cosplayers. Got it?
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Video:
CF: First question please.
The Qs:
JH:
1 What is your cosplay name? Or name you go by well cosplaying.
2 How did you get into cosplaying?
3 How long have you been cosplaying?
4 How many times have you cosplayed?
5 How do you get your costumes?
6 What is your first cosplay? Why did you chosse it? How did you feel about it?
7 What is your most favourite cosplay? Why?
8 What is the your most favourite thing about cosplay?
9 Got any cosplay pet peeves? If so, why and what are they?
10 Tell me about your recent cosplay.

CF: Awsomeee. So I am finished?
JH: Not yet, you stil have to tag 4 people.
CF: Okay, thanks Jesse.
JH: Just doing my job.

YOUR BOY SIDE

(x) You love hoodies
(x) You love jeans.
(x) Dogs are better than cats.
(x) It's hilarious when people get hurt.
(x) You've played with/against boys on a team.
( ) Shopping is torture.
( ) Sad movies suck.
( ) You own an X-Box.
(x) Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
( ) At some point in time you wanted to be a fire-fighter.
(x) You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
(x) You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
(x) You watch sports on TV.
( ) Gory movies are cool.
(x) You go to your dad for advice.
(x) You own like a trillion baseball caps.
(x) You like going to football games.
(x) You used to/do collect baseball cards.
( ) Baggy pants are cool to wear.
( ) It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
(x) Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours.
(x) You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
(x) Sports are fun.
(x) Talk with food in your mouth.
( ) Wear boxers.

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YOUR GIRL SIDE

( ) You wear lip gloss.
( ) You love to shop.
( ) You wear eyeliner.
( ) You have some of the same shirts in different colours.
( ) You wear the colour pink.
( ) Go to your mom for advice.
( ) You consider cheerleading a sport.
( ) You hate wearing the colour black.
( ) You like hanging out at the mall.
( ) You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
( ) You like wearing jewelery
( ) Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
( ) Shopping is one of your favourite hobbies.
( ) You don't like the movie Star Wars.
( ) You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
( ) It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
( ) You smile a lot more than you should.
( ) You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
( ) You care about what you look like.
( ) You like wearing dresses when you can.
( ) You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
(x) You wear girl underwear.
(x) Used to play with dolls as little kid. [I collect vintage ones till this day]
( ) Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it
( ) Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

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O_O

Have you ever:
[X] been involved with a fandom?
[X] been OBSESSED with a fandom?
[X] cried over fandom?
[X] spoken/used fangirl japanese? (...well.)
[X] been called an otaku or a weeaboo? (only by the bigger weeaboos from local cons who want to associate with everyone who's seen inuyasha...)
[ ] wished you were asian?
[ ] told an asian person you wished you were asian like them?
[ ] stalked someone through fandom?
[X] been stalked?
[ ] gone out with someone because they looked like your favorite character?
[ ] gone out with someone because they acted like your favorite character?
[ ] dumped them later because they weren't similar enough to the character?
[x] fantasized about a fictional character?
[ ] fantasized about a fictional character while with a real person?
[ ] dumped the real person because you liked the fictional character better?
[X] thought about naming your child/ren after fandom characters?
[ ] NAMED your child/ren after fandom characters?
[ ] wanted to change your own name to that of a fictional character?
[ ] CHANGED your own name to that of a fictional character?
[ ] referred to yourself or your friends by the names of fictional characters, due to your personalities being like said characters?
[x] dressed up as a fandom character for Halloween (or something outside a con)?
[x] written a school paper about your fandom?
[x] about fandom in general?
[X] had dreams about fandom?
[ ] had smutty dreams about fandom?
[X] told other people about those dreams?
[X] started questioning your sexuality because of fandom?
[ ] changed your sexuality because of fandom?
[ ] been on one side of a pairing war?
[ ] been involved in fandom wank?
[ ] STARTED fandom wank?
[ ] had fandom wank about YOU?
[ ] been mentioned on fandom_wank?
[ ] been FEATURED on fandom_wank?
[ ] made a secret at fandomsecrets?
[X] had a secret made about YOU at fandomsecrets/rp_secrets?


FANWORKS

Have you ever:
[x] written fic?
[X] drawn art?
[x] written smutty fic?
[ ] drawn smutty art?
[ ] purely for the sake of smut?
[x] was it a present for someone else?
[x] requested it as a present for yourself?
[ ] beta'd or critiqued your friends' porn?
[x] searched for smutty fic or art?
[x] been sad when you couldn't find any?
[X] made a request on a kink meme?
[ ] fulfilled a request on a kink meme?
[ ] started a kink meme?
[ ] wanted a kink meme but couldn't find one?
[ ] masturbated to a fanfic or fanart?
[ ] then told the creator that you did?
[x] drawn a character who shouldn't have wings with wings, or something along those lines (bloody tears, demon horns, halos, etc.)?
[x] drawn the cast of a non-Asian show/book/comic in anime style or as chibis?
[ ] been "unable" to draw non-anime style after picking it up?
[ ] written an author's note?
[ ] longer than the fic?
[ ] just to beg for feedback?
[ ] and been really bitchy about it?
[ ] held your fanworks "hostage", saying you wouldn't post/continue until you reached a certain quota of responses?
[ ] made fandom icons?
[ ] made smutty fandom icons?
[ ] made smutty fandom icons for use during roleplay?
[ ] and used them (in RP or not)?
[ ] been involved in icon wank?

ROLEPLAY

Have you ever:
[X] roleplayed on LJ/IJ/GJ/etc.?
[x] roleplayed on a forum/by e-mail/etc.?
[x] roleplayed on an MMORPG?
[X] roleplayed het?
[X] roleplayed shounen-ai?
[X] roleplayed shoujo-ai?
[X] roleplayed smut? (...r-rukawagf...)
[x] more than one kind of smut (het/yaoi/yuri)?
[ ] roleplayed purely for the sake of smut?
[ ] fell in love with someone while roleplaying?
[ ] fell in LUST with someone while roleplaying?
[ ] had someone fall in love or lust with YOU while roleplaying?
[ ] roleplayed with someone expressly for smut?
[ ] joined a roleplay expressly for smut?
[ ] roleplayed smut with yourself?
[X] carried roleplay off the internet into RL?
[ ] carried SMUTTY roleplay off the internet into RL?
[ ] been turned on while roleplaying?
[ ] masturbated while roleplaying?
[ ] roleplayed furries?
[ ] roleplayed furry versions of non-furry characters?
[ ] roleplayed furry versions of non-furry characters having furry sex?
[ ] bought a paid account for your LJ RP journal?
[ ] bought a paid account with 100 userpics?
[X] taken personality quizzes "in-character"?
[X] referred to another player/other players as a "mun" or "muns?"
[ ] insisted on using Japanese suffixes (chan/kun/san/etc.) even if completely inappropriate? (not when it's inappropiate...)
[ ] insisted on using an asian PB even though your character is not asian?
[ ] roleplayed on Neopets?
[x] roleplayed on Gaia?
[x] been part of RP drama?
[ ] STARTED RP drama?
[ ] had RP drama centering around YOU?
[ ] started shipping players (not characters) in RPs?



CONVENTIONS

Have you ever:
[X] gone to a convention?
[ ] gone to a specific convention (for a single series/yaoi/furry/etc.)?
[x] cosplayed?
[X] crossplayed?
[ ] crossplayed so convincingly no one could tell?
[ ] fell for a crossplayer without realizing s/he was a trap?
[ ] cosplayed/crossplayed just to do het/yuri/yaoi?
[ ] harrassed other cosplayers to do het/yuri/yaoi for you? (
[x] cosplayed with a group?
[x] been in a cosplay photoshoot?
[ ] been in a cosplay contest?
[x] won a cosplay contest?
[ ] made out in cosplay?
[ ] had cosplay sex?
[ ] bought porn at a convention?
[ ] while underage/for underage friends?
[ ] with the intent of scanning it later for the masses?

Thanks Maki :P